Sunday, June 29, 2008;
♥ 6/29/2008 09:52:00 PM
Shine over hills of time>>I had
red cross on saturday! :D
It's
great seeing all the batch
ies &every red cross
ers! (:
Rcyc 2008 after (the big awful) As! Let's not forget that. :D
I have only
one picture in my phone. :\
Our ex-YO &some of the VIs from
Fairfield.
Sometimes, only after
losing what we have, then we'll realised its value.
We always hear this saying, from almost
everywhere.
Well, thing is :we
never learn. Do we?
Sorry.
Too late,
it's all gone.
Labels: redcross (exclamation mark)
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Friday, June 27, 2008;
♥ 6/27/2008 09:44:00 PM
&it's all because of you>>Ruiping Huili Beeping &i went
Ramily Burger crazy after history paper, which killed our brains, stomaches &hands.
Hey girls!
-stick out tongue with half amylase digested fish cracker.:D Hahah!
Well, don't you know? There isn't a
clear definition of
Happiness.
No parameters,
no boundaries,
no restrictions.
You define it yourself, which might just be the
very tricky part.
School's ___________ (everything negative.) Still, i survived.
It's
amazing to know what friends can do to your life huh? (:
Labels: happiness
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008;
♥ 6/24/2008 08:37:00 PM
The sky's the limit you can reach out for>>Ytd, i thought Chem was
bad.
Later did i know, Bio today was
worse.How much do i
detest exams/tests?
-stretches out arms
wide.
This much.AHHHHHH!Saturday! Come quick!
Labels: bad (exclamation mark)
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Sunday, June 22, 2008;
♥ 6/22/2008 04:57:00 PM
That's my goal>>I reckon we, humans, are just like
muscles.
We
stretched &we worked, in order for ourselves to
grow.
We'll grow stronger &
tougher.
But don't you know? Muscles can't be
overstretched.
'Cos once
overstretched, we'll be in pain, &we can't even get a simple task done anymore.
Anyways.
I. Am. Emo. Cos. School's. Starting.
Shoot. Me.
Let. Me. Die.
Labels: muscles
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Friday, June 20, 2008;
♥ 6/20/2008 01:31:00 PM
I'm here to say i'm ready
That i'm finally falling for you>>Maths paper was ______.
I could do questions, but there were questions which i were
stuck at.
Sinhoe told me "That's why it's called a
test. You could do some, you couldn't do the other.
Normal lah!"
Yeah, i think he's right. (:
I thought i
somehow twisted my
left wrist ytd, cos it
hurts everytime i move it.
I think i
really twisted it
somehow, cos it
still hurts everytime i
rotate my wrist, or put my wrist at
some particular angle.
&i think this is
really urgent!
; I need to
confirm the date for hist paper, &see whether or not does it falls on 28/6!
&then i'll need to think of ways to
persuade &convince my mum.
&then i'll be attend to attend
COC.
Ho ho ho.
Wait, the
hardest thing is the Persuading &Convincing part. :\
Labels: COC, left wrist, maths block test tmr
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Thursday, June 19, 2008;
♥ 6/19/2008 08:16:00 AM
Announcement ; Friend's dad has
leukemia, urgently needs
platelets (AB+).Calling for
AB+ blood group!
We have three people already (from the time i received this msg), but we need 15 people!
Please save a life.Call
Caili at 97838531.
Labels: save a life
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008;
♥ 6/18/2008 12:00:00 AM
I gave it a piece of myself
I gave it, willingly>>Dental was
crap.
For the first time in my life, i
dread going for the next dental appointment.
&for the first time, did i ever taste the
fear of sitting in the chair, with the dentist poking weird stuff in your mouth. They wore masks &even a protective eye-shield-thingy! ):
They look like terrorist!
Not kidding!
Okay,
i am.
No, wait.
Really.
):I thought it'll be just a
normal checkup, i always have back in
secondary days.
&i have
cavities! Not
1, but
_! ): Can you believe it?
Well,
i can't! I thought my teeth were
healthy!
&guess what brillant thing the dentist said bout my wisdom tooth.
"Oh, let's wait for the rest to
pop out then we shall see."
She cursed me. ]:
&
yada yada, it cost
185$, with another appointment approx
180$ waiting.
Damn. I shouldn't be lazy &just walk to
nuh &request for my grandmother's dentist right?
Please! At least
he's quite cute!
Town-ed with cousins &bro.
We ate
Sushi like
no tomorrow.
We
stuffed ourselves with
sushi, after
sushi, after
sushi sushi, after
sushi sushi sushi.&we went
mad with few matches of air hockey at E-Zone.
Superly mad.
Jalan-ed at Hereens. Y'know what?
I saw JJ Lin Jun Jie! :D
Hokay,
no big deal. I mean, i'm not
into him, like i'm towards ______
(huili &bryan, y'know who. :D) But aye! he's a
singer! [: Ho ho.
Anyways, wk's first reaction when yf &i ran to tell, made me choked on my
excitedness.He goes "oooohhhh. So?
His problem lah!"
:D
Hello,
Mr Strong!
The 45mins wait for seats.
Suki Buffet yo!
Corn sushi. :D Our latest fave.
Take 1.
Take 2. (after the previous plates were cleared)
Take 3. (after the previous plates were cleared
again)
Kungfu Panda! :D
Meet Dave. A must-watch too!
Nice graffiti.
Dead-end at Hereens' basement. Hahah. This reminds me of
Jurassic Park. I don't know why. (:
Us yo!
I kinda miss my saturdays being
burnt off by
events.
I kinda miss dragging my
sticky self (after pc) on friday, for
training at fm.
I kinda miss my feet
suffering from
blisters, cos of court shoes.
I kinda miss
07/07.
I kinda miss that
passion, which is
always faltering.
I kinda miss,
everything i
once had.
Emo-ish dang, go away;
Labels: dental, i miss _________, sushi
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008;
♥ 6/17/2008 08:45:00 AM
Oh
babyBaby, I stay in love with youDying inside cause I can't stand
itMake or
break upCan't take this
madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try
so hardTo keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point
Then I
highly doubt you ever
willI really need you to give me
That
unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds
And I know we said
let goBut I kept on
hanging onInside I know
it's overYou're
really goneIt's
killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll
come back around
And I try to
front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See
I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you
It cuts so deepIt hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I
ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we
used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our
heart is breakingCan we learn from our mistakes
I
can't last one moment
aloneNow go I know
And I know we said
let goBut I kept on
hanging onInside I know
it's overYou're
really goneIt's
killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with youAnd I keep on telling myself
That you'll
come back around
And I try to
front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See
I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with youI stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.
The lyrics are really meaningful, even though it isn't exactly a nice song. :\
Missy Ankle!
Get Well SoonRight Away!
Labels: i stay in love
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Monday, June 16, 2008;
♥ 6/16/2008 10:12:00 PM
We can be beautiful
Miracle, unbelieveable
Instead of just invisible>>
Do i hate nth root (complex number)?
Do cats meow?
Do dogs bark?
Do birds chirp?
Do Bob the builder builds?
Do Thomas the train choos?
Do Powerpuff Girls hate Mojojojo?
Do Power Rangers fight the monster?
Do Doremon likes to help people?
Do Ash have Pikachu?
Do Spongebob lives in the pineapple under the sea?
&do humans breathe?
Oh boy, do i hate nth root? ):
On a lighter note, dental checkup with bro tmr!
&of cos, sushi buffet tmr! :D
Sorry, i can't stop;
Labels: i hate nth root
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Sunday, June 15, 2008;
♥ 6/15/2008 10:26:00 PM
How did i fall in love with you>>How i wish i am able to type these words
;" I've
proudly conquered the whole chapter of
complex numbers!"
): But (like what hafiz once said)
Shit do happen.
I'm stepping away from my desk for the night. &i'm going to watch my
hk drama online.
Charlie &the chocolate factory was rather
entertaining tonight. You caught it?
Mm, i've been having
flashbacks recently too.
I want to put in my
best efforts in
every tasks &assignments.
I want to put in
all my efforts in
every duties &responsibilities.
I want to put in my
best in
everything i do.
I want to
try harder. I want to
. &i need to.'Cos no, i don't want the taste of
'Regret' down my throat again.
Labels: shit do happen
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Saturday, June 14, 2008;
♥ 6/14/2008 11:16:00 AM
He said he's so in love, he finally got it right
Wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night>>Tanning with the girls on thurs was good. :D
Mr Sun was bright &cheerful. &he was nice! Well, a little
too nice actually.
I AM BURNT! &i bet sarah &e-lis are too!
Ho ho ho. But it's still fun with them.
E-lis still as
pervertic as ever. Sarah's still as retarded as ever. :D
If only amanda were with us! (:
PCR workshop with loves, classmates &S3 ytd.
The next time i'm having
breakfast with hl &hy, i'll make a mental note to myself to come
half an hour later. (:
Mac breakfast-ed with some of the loves.
The workshop's
boringly interesting. As in, some parts were
ultra boring. But the practical parts were really
interesting! :D
Mac lunch-ed with the clique
again.
Ugh! I broke my
Fast Food Ban! D: D: D:
On a lighter note, the workshop ended
way before 5! :D :D :D
We went to take the
Morphis MovieRide (stimulator ride) with hy. All of us paid four bucks to
scream &laugh in that
tiny suffocating machine. I was feeling
sea-sick from the rocking of the thing. Hahah!
Caught
The Incredible Hulk with hy bryan &aaron.
Nice movie! (:
I think i like
superheros-sort of movies. 'Cos they're packed with
supernatural actions &extraorindary powers. :D Ho ho ho.
Stuff like Power Rangers, Fanastic 4, Batman, Spiderman, etc. Well, you get my point. (:
The full-finally-without-anyone-missing-from-the-picture clique. :D
They made school/class endurable. (: Heh.
Y'know,
good movies are coming to the moviebox only
now. ):
The Happening, Missing, Don't Mess with Zohan, etc.
Don't they know that holidays are
ending? D:
I'm keeping to my words. &i'll be sticking with the happy stuff in life (fullstop)Toodles!
Labels: science centre, tanning session (unproductive)
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008;
♥ 6/11/2008 10:45:00 PM
But she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you, like i want to>>I think i have a
talent in baking.
Chef Wenfang. Hohoho. How's that? :D
Really. They taste
superb!
Seriously! They taste so nice, i can't even believe my mum &i baked them from scratch (flour, butter, sugar, etc). :D
I kept a container for my
loves! Seeing them on friday for
bio workshop.
Tanning again with the girls.
Tan e-lis, you'd better go! :D :D :D
Im still feeling
guilty over smth, which i think i
jolly well should.
I need to find a way to
improve the situtation. But i realised, right now i can't.
'Cos
time doesn't wait for me. ):
Hokay, put aside the
upsetting stuff.
Let's indulge in the
happy things instead. (:
&
eyecandy madness, huili! :D
xoxo
Labels: Baking session(exclamation mark), i want to be happy
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Monday, June 09, 2008;
♥ 6/09/2008 10:49:00 PM
That's smth only love can do>>Out with
dearest sm for a
belated bday celebration/catching up session. (:
Headed down to A
nchorpoint's Jack's Place for lunch, instead of the initial
Subway.
Students' meal!Hah, i had Chicken cutlet with fries, plus double scoopes
Strawberry &Vanilla icecream, a glass of Sprite &the soup of the day 'Cream of Carrot'. Which surprisingly taste alright! I mean,
I hate Carrots!All just for the price of
7.5$. This is the
bomb! I tell you, my next favourite eating hangouts, will be
Jack's Place. :D
Hah, hang around for awhile at
Ikea. &it definitely feels like those
good ol' time. :D Definitely.
Dearest, there're just so much things i want to
share with you.
All the
joy &sorrows, little
successes &hiccups which occur in my life. All those
silly bumps &fanastic experiences. All of them, i wanted to
share them
with you.
I can't wait to fill you in what's going on with my life.
But time do have its
constraints.
So, yknow what? Here's 3 words (from the bottom of my heart)
: "
I love you".
More than i love any other friends/bf
before. (:
I felt that i don't deserve
smth, which might mean
little or nth to people who don't understand. I just feel that i'm not giving enough to
deserve what i have at hand.
I'm feeling
guilty, yet i dont see myself doing anything else to help
improve the situation.
I dunno. I feel
Suffocated.
I'm
sorry about the
previous post.
I'm
sorry about those
miss calls.
I'm
sorry about those
un-replied messages &IMs.
I'm
sorry for being so caught up with the
upsetting things in life.
I
promise to stay focus on the
happier things.
&i
promise to
cherish the things i have right now, at my hands.
G'nights!
Labels: i dont deserve, nostalgic (still)
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
;
♥ 6/09/2008 09:12:00 AM
Everybody's got smth, they had to leave behind
One regret from ytd, that just seem to grow with time>>I woke up feeling
angry at around 658am this morning. I don't exactly know the reason for this 'Anger'.
All i know is i was feeling
extremely angry in my dream, then i woke up with a jolt. &then i
continue being
angry. So i went down for a run, since i couldn't get back to sleep.
Hah, i tell you! Dover's physical fitness stations are
damn dirty! I couldn't even step in to do some exercise please! ):
Weeds are growing all over the
tiny place. So
disgusted.
Hokay, this was super
random.
I typed a whole big chunk of words down here, to describe how i'm feeling now.
But words
failed me. ):
To sum it all up, here's one word:
Nostalgic.
Meaning (from dictionary.com) : A wistful desire to
return in thought or in fact to a former
time in
one's life, to one's
home or homeland, or to one's
family and friends; a
sentimental yearning for the happiness of a
former place or time.
&like what chanel said, Everything was so nice &awesome, not like now. Though school's not too bad, but not as good as last time.
Now, suddenly I feel like crying. )':
BOOOOOOOOO.
Bye.Labels: nostalgic
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Friday, June 06, 2008;
♥ 6/06/2008 09:46:00 PM
This just feels like a re-run
Please, just cut it out>>Chem lecture ended off
early today! :D
Headed for
Subway breakfast with some classmates before collecting our
long awaited class pullovers &shirts. :] Ho ho ho.
OKAY LAH! I think the class shirt's pretty
unique &i think the class pullover's pretty
awesome too!
Coolios.The bonus:
it's a class thing! :D :D :D
Class shirt.
Class pullover.
Yay! Class tee next friday, for bio workshop at sci centre! :D
Jb with the same people today again.
The guys still Mahjong-ed. They still look like old uncles, esp Ky. Bryan still need Hl's help.
Oh yar. This time, we had drumlets! :]
Well, i read smth that's a tad disappointing &upsetting.
But i'm still keeping the smile on.
'Cos if you look the other way, life's pretty good still!
&so, i'm staying happy! :D
Take cares!
'cos you're being kept out of the picture
Labels: i'm staying happy(and i want to), junior boy
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
